Life sucks!

Life sucks! Nothing happens your way, your morale is low, you feel sick, rotten, wretched and absolutely useless where even the worse seems the best available. Tolerance levels are low, you can't tolerate people around you (trust me they suck too!) , you get all irritable, food sucks-wish there was some place on earth where you could just go and eat delicious food...plain food! Thats exactly how I feel at the moment! I thought I'll work on my grades this year and the first mid turned out to be the worst, you could call it luck. And to make things worse, out of the blue everybody seemed to be asking me, "Suhasini, NEEKU antha takkuva?nuvvu edi raasina minimum 15 vochevi ga? emaindi?" When a lil more than few seemed to be asking me such kinda things, it got me into believing that maybe I was good after all and I can do better and its a cake walk for me and all that shit! That I don't have to work too hard for it, it comes naturally to me! Bullshit! And unfortunately it struck me too late, the damage was already done. I have two horns on my head to reinstate that as well.
Mids from Thursday again, lets see how I fare this time. Lord, atleast to raise my morale make sure I do well this time! Amen!