Stress.

What is stress? The condition of feeling panicky for nothing, waking up to find the time reading 3AM, having an ego problem, a perpetual feud between the conscience and the self, pangs of guilt (about wasting time), feeling just useless and worthless? If it is, then I'm stressed, distressed!
How do I de-stress? Feel happy about wasting time? Just sleep? Give up on things? Not bother? Lord, just the thought is getting me stressed! Time is just running( wish it didn't have legs! ) and I seem way behind things, people and the world. Maybe I should try yoga, what happens to all those philosophies at this time? Absolutely nothing and nobody to the rescue, conscience ain't abiding! The only solution is acting useful, doing useful work, studying, practising the veena and being nice! But the task seems just herculean. Well, eventually it's all in the mind. I think I'm doing just okay, just a panic attack. Maybe I should go back to sleep now and not worry too much!
But before I finish- I think the root cause of all this is peers! It's always been in me, I get so panicky when my contemporaries around start studying or working! Damn,only if I could get that outta me I'd probably be the happiest person I've ever been! All the turbulence for being stressed!